Warning, really long post!
Yesterday, I ran in the
Marine Corps 10K as a part of the
Run for Vocations team for the Archdiocese of Washington. This was my first real race in, well, it was my first real race. I was
nervous to run in it. I am not sure why. I had been running well over 6 miles for a while, but to actually run 6.2 miles in a race was a little different. A few days before, I realized that this was a RACE. You know, where you actually try to run faster than you normally do. Where you "leave it all out on
the course." For some reason, I had deluded myself that a nice easy pace would be fine, that I would be fine with my finish if I ran how I
normally do. Then it hit me,
"Katie, you are running a race." I started worrying
about times.
How fast could I really run? Could I finish in my goal time? The nerves set in.
The day before the race, we went, as a family, to the Marine Corps Marathon Expo. I just wanted to see what it was like. The, we headed to the Run for Vocations vigil mass.
Monsignor Panke, the Director for
the Office of
Vocations gave a great
homily on the Year of the Priest,
Priesthood Sunday, St John
Vianney, Patron of Priests. After mass, all the runners gathered and Fr.
Panke spoke to all of us and gave us a blessing. His words really struck me and
reminded me why I was running. He spoke of how we were all running to Glorify God. It may not feel like it when you are in pain, but what we were doing was bringing glory to God. He then spoke of how this was for the seminarians, both current and future.
We were to offer up our pain, our discomfort, our suffering, to strengthen those men called to the priesthood.The meaning of this race for me finally hit home. The
nerves went away. And
suddenly I knew, I needed to run
HARD. I needed to do my best, and anytime I felt like I could not go faster, or my legs were too sore, I would say a prayer and ask God to
strengthen those men called to be
priests. What
made it even more
meaningful was when I realized, I may actually be running for one of my boys! That made me want to run even harder.
Sunday morning, my husband and I were up early. I put on my shorts, Run for
Vocations T-Shirt and a sweater, ate, drank a little coffee (and water), and we headed out the door. The race started at 8:05 AM. While on the metro, my hubby had a great idea to write my goal split times for each mile so I could see if I was running a good pace, needed to speed up, etc. Well, I did not want to do it.
It was a good idea, but really, write my split times on my arm? No. Not happening. The he brought the pen out. I am so lucky he can deal with my
stubbornness.
OK, all set. Split times on my left arm. My own personal cheat sheet.
We were downtown by 7:15 AM. It was COLD!! I was
freezing and regretting that I did not bring a pair of sweatpants to
wear, at least before the race. We met up with
some of the other Run for
Vocation folks. I hit the port-a-potties (
the lines were HUGE), and then warmed up. By the time I finished my short warm up, it was time to line up. They had the start well
marked and you were supposed to line up by projected finish times. My husband kept on telling me to line up with
the 50
minute group. But, we had seen a bunch of Run for
Vocations people crammed in
the back of the 60 min + group, so we went over to join them. Right before the
benediction was
going to start, my husband, who
knows better than I do, and is so lovingly
persistent, called to me from
the sidelines. I knew he was trying to get me to move up
in the pack. I ignored him. He called to me again, and one of the
other Run for
Vocation runners, said "Your
husband is calling you." I
guess I
could not ignore him any longer . . . I went over to
the side and he helped me to find a good place much further up in the pack. A moment later a gun shot off and we had started. As I crossed
the start line, I almost started to cry. This was my first real race. The first time I was
actually ready to give it my all and not allow any negative
self-talk to get the best of me.
The run itself was pretty nice. We started right by
the Smithsonian Castle and then headed over the 14th Street Bridge, with a beautiful view of
the Tidal Basin and the Jefferson Memorial.

Right before we went over the
bridge, I saw the mile marker for mile 1. I had my timer going on my watch. My first thought was, "Oh, my Gosh, I am over a minute ahead of my goal time." I guess being surrounded by
thousands of runners, and being placed in a pack of faster runners (thank you, Sweetie), just
naturally made me run faster. My second thought was, I need to slow down a bit. I wanted to make sure I had enough energy at the end, so I slowed down a little. Miles 2,3, and most of 4 were a blur. I felt great, stayed minutes ahead of my goal times. I was having fun. Then I started to get tired about half way through mile 4. During mile 5, I made the mistake of trying to drink water. I was passing
through a water station, where people are lined up
with cups of water.
Runners gracefully grab the cup, drink the water and throw the cup down without breaking pace or missing a stride. Well, that was not me. I
purposefully slowed a bit to grab the water.
First mistake. I could feel pain in my legs.
OK, forget the pain, just drink the water. I
actually did get
some water in my mouth. Not
enough to make any
difference. Most of the water spilled on my shirt. I threw the cup down and tried to regain my pace. My body was not having it though. The rest of mile 5 was tough.

But,
somewhere, a little before mile marker 6, the street was lined with Marines. Hundreds of Marines. Clapping. It was kind of cool. Then
the music started. I knew I
was getting closer to the end. I saw the mile 6 marker and decided to speed up a bit. The last .2 miles were fine,
oh ,except for having to run up a HILL that takes you all the way up to
the finish. So much for trying to sprint through the finish line (Right near the Iwo Jima Memorial). When I
crossed, I looked at my watch . . . I was over 2 minutes
below my goal time! I was so excited. From the finish, I walked down and had a Marine place my finishing medal on me (my losers' medal as K likes to call it . . . in his mind you
either win or lose, no gray. If you did not come in first, you lost . . . he's 3). I did not get my
official time until I got home and looked it up
here.
55:42
I had a great time and I now know that I have the running bug. There truly is
something about challenging yourself like that. And not only
challenging yourself, but then allowing that to be used, by God, for His Glory.
That's me. In the green, with my head down, receiving my medal.